I currently no longer editing Wikipedia....Over the years, i have met with a very specific group of members who have done nothing but have a campaign for site ban. And they succeeded in a way as i'm indefinitely banned from the articles i cared for the most, and had most knowledge to look for sources and to fix. Some people believe that i am not "helpless" and i'm not "incapable" of doing more. And quite frankly, i have no experience elsewhere. My expertise is wildly different in sourcing and structure of other articles, and its just going to be another learning process. A process that took me years to accumulate. And honestly, i can't go another lifetime of learning just to get it back.
I suppose it wasn't completely fruitless, as a group of members were finally noticing these campaigns that were claimed to be "silly". But Over all, I have nothing left to offer to Wikipedia. I really don't have much expertise anywhere else, it would take years to accumulate all over again. The thing is Wikipedia is a hobby, its the best kind of hobby for me (at the time) because looking up information to a subject you are well fond of. What normally is a "chore" it wasn't for Wikipedia. And to anyone doubting my capabilities....You have no idea how it feels like to be expunged from a topic you are familiar with indefinitely, and having to do chores for what would take years just to get back. You cannot expect anyone to have the stamina. Lucia Black (talk) 14:19, 21 August 2014 (UTC)
I award you this BarnSakura in recondition of your contributions to anime and manga articles during 2010 and because everyone deserves a little recondition every once in a while. ;) —Farix (t | c) 01:01, 31 December 2010 (UTC)
The Special Barnstar
Thanks for contributing and you seem really into it :) I am inspired :) Eyenstyn (talk) 14:38, 26 November 2011 (UTC)
The Random Acts of Kindness Barnstar
In recognition of your excellent work building an article that has been in need of restoration to Good Article status for five years, I hereby award you The Random Acts of Kindness Barnstar! Please keep working on and nominating Good Articles! Judgesurreal777 (talk) 19:25, 21 June 2013 (UTC)