if there was a new gauge for suicidal. I would probably be right there
I had decided to leave Wikipedia. I enjoyed editing articles that i had a strong fondness of. My main goal was to make my favorite subject (Japan and Japanese media) well-sourced and recognized by those who rely on Wikipedia. I have made much progress.
Its just not a healthy environment. I can never truly advance and it has affected me more than some realize. I'm just no longer mentally stable, nor am i wanting to really stay alive at this point. I know Wikipedia only thing can do is block me and send the proper authorities to prevent my inevitable expiration. I'm just done. I don't think people realize how impact this place can be until they fall in the exact same situation.
The Anime and Manga BarnSakura Award
I award you this BarnSakura in recondition of your contributions to anime and manga articles during 2010 and because everyone deserves a little recondition every once in a while. ;) —Farix (t | c) 01:01, 31 December 2010 (UTC)
The Special Barnstar
Thanks for contributing and you seem really into it :) I am inspired :) Eyenstyn (talk) 14:38, 26 November 2011 (UTC)
The Random Acts of Kindness Barnstar
In recognition of your excellent work building an article that has been in need of restoration to Good Article status for five years, I hereby award you The Random Acts of Kindness Barnstar! Please keep working on and nominating Good Articles! Judgesurreal777 (talk) 19:25, 21 June 2013 (UTC)