User:StudentAnt

This is my page, I wished I knew how to create. Creating something is beautiful especially when you are finished and you like what you created. I like to take pictures, I am not a proffessional. I like music, symphonies, jazz, rock sometimes, sometimes country. Mostly music with no words or with words I can't understand, if that makes sense. Anyway, I also love poetry and I would like to write a book one day. If I knew how to spell, I would :} I like things that go fast like cars and motorcycles. When thier are two many people around me that are looking like they saw a ghost, it irritates me but I just listen to music and ignore them. I want to get out more but I don't like the weather right now. When it's warmer I hope things are better.

 Maybey, I am trying to trick myself into believing this but it doesn't matter to me anymore.

I want to get out more but I need someone in my life to bring more stability for me. Is that hard to understand or am I being irrational for thinking that this may help. It makes me cry to think about the fact that it doesn't seem fair. I'm stuck here and I wan't out of this life that I have created! I didn't do this alone but I had to walk most of it myself and then watch my children as well. Me