I do actively hate my username, but I don't know what I would change it to so I guess I have to keep it. I used to like alpacas, but I find their popularity quite cringey nowadays. Nothing more, nothing less. The username has no meaning.
In conclusion, there is no reason why you should be here. You just wasted 2 precious minutes of your life reading the userpage of a user on Wikipedia you don't even know. Well done, my friend.