User:Tracey Vinyard

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10200898918973355&set=t.1176480093&type=3&theater I like to write poetry hope to get it published some day I love my pets dog two rabbets and Koi pond I love the great out doors, gardening walks in the country. I have no religion as such but do enjoy meeting friends at local spiritual church for cupper and a chat. My favourite films are pretty woman and educating Rita, love all sorts of music

I moved to Cleveleys June 2005 after meeting my husband on line. I was a pub manager, till hubby told me didn’t want me working in pubs, because I had to bar him from pubs I worked in, he is a drunk and would come in and embarrass me in front of work mates and costumers. That is when the control started I went nuts was prisoner when he was away he gave me £300 a month allowance. I had break down Oct 2006 his ex-wife and adult kids were on at me all the time. They say love is blind I must need a guide dog, we got married Oct 2008, so he looked big he told everyone he bought me a guest-house as a wedding present in June 2009. I was then diagnosed with cancer Jan 2010 and he had sex a so called friend in bed next to me while I was sleeping, told me I instigated a threesome. Month later I was in garden with guest and friends and he gave her a bath in our bathroom. When he left the sea, in March 2012, he left me it has been on and off since then he used the guest-house as a bribe if I didn't want him he would sell. He has gone for good now if I lose the guest-house then so be it, I now have injunction order on him and divorce on the way.

Lost in the real cruel conditioned mind!!

I don’t know what I am doing I just know even if am talking to my self it is helping me, vent my anger out on the w*****s on here! POF.com I am not, on line to be ridiculed and subjected to smut or verbal abuse! But bring it on freedom of speech if you like Or if I am going mad I will understand why, and try to change the paten I see margining as I go through my retrogression I am in search of self-confessed self esteem and self respect I will not suffer fools gladly so be careful what it could come back and bite you! There are some genuine sounding people on here too if you still think I am your cup of tea we can chat, I pull no punches I am what I am.” animals and kids love me, just people don’t like me like Marmite” Think guys never judge a book by its cover take a closer look” That’s all guys lol x