I'm not professionally qualified to comment on this, and even if I were this would not be the ideal medium to discuss it. I can only give you my subjective, unqualified advice as a human being. It's clear that you're very troubled, and that you need help one way or another. I'd recommend making an appointment ASAP to see a physician, to see if you have a physical malady of any sort, and please keep your psychologists appointment — I'd even recommend you print and take along what you just wrote, to help them help you. In the meantime, I find cats very therapeutic, so I'm glad you have one around... yes, they like to be with people who are special to them, and they often sit quietly like a Sphinx. There's nothing unusual about this, it's just how cats are. :-)
Should you wish to talk to someone who is qualified to talk to you about this, you can:-
phone the befrienders.org helpline, see http://www.befrienders.org/helplines/usa.php for local numbers in the USA (I have assumed, I hope not incorrectly, that that's where you live from your message).
Please get some qualified help, even people who are "just stressed" need help sometimes. Best wishes for the future, and please remember that things are rarely as bad as they seem. — Estarrioltalk17:31, 10 May 2006 (UTC)[reply]
